今天是2019年11月12日星期二（哎，感觉涵义不太好），
Today is Tuesday, November 12, 2019（Oh, the means not so good），
时刻定格在31秒（The time frame is set at 31 seconds）
从开端有郁闷症状以来到现在现已整整4年了，药物也在坚持吃，听医师说吃这类药能够很好地缓解心情郁闷，个人感觉有点不靠谱。每个人的情感是自己操控的，但大部分是由于他人或其他事物诱导的，这玩意又不想身体上的本质性疾病，呈现病变时自己不能彻底操控，除非外部手法搅扰，但的确这是人的心理活动，当由于一点工作郁闷的时分感觉并不是药物能很好地操控的。
It's been four years since I started to have depressive symptoms, and I've been taking drugs. I've been told by my doctor that taking these kinds of drugs can relieve my depression very well,personally I think it is a little wide of the mark .Everyone's emotions are controlled on your own, but mostly of which induced by others or other things, this thing is not substantial diseases of the body, and appeared lesions which can not be completely controlled by yourself, unless means external disturbance, but this is really a mental activity,when you're depressed because of something, it doesn't feel like it's under the great control of drugs.
昨日不甘愿让老妈拽着跑去医院瞧了一下，医师说感觉康复的还行，可是需求稳固，保证今后复发的可能性减到最小，又是敲击键盘打上了一大堆药物清单，我的娘，这估量得送我去见祖师爷了，没办法自己是个听话的乖孩子，吃吧，哎，厌烦。
Yesterday I was dragged to the hospital reluctantly by my mother to check the condition.Doctors said the feeling of mine looked good, but it needed to be consolidated to make sure the possibility of recurrence was minimized,and then he typed out a series of medicines lists on the keyboard,my dear,my estimate must take me to see my granddaddy,I had no choice to be an obedient good boy,oh,hating.
回到家老妈说没事的时分多出去逛逛，做做远动，和隔壁邻居一同村广场上唱歌唱跳跳广场舞。很不甘愿，穿戴大姐给我买的旱冰鞋一路滑曩昔，技能一般差点没给我摔得个皮见骨，脱下鞋，踩着袜子走回来的，烦。老妈看后很是疼爱（无语，搞得我像个三两岁的小孩子相同，冒泡），此处省略很多个字。仍是流了一点汗，吃过饭用自己最喜爱的香皂洗完澡，床头柜柔声的播放着钢琴王子的音乐就睡了（怎样感觉年纪轻轻的我像是过上了老年人的日子，不管了，睡吧，一觉醒来第二天便是自己期望的姿态了）。
Returning home,my mom say that you should go out to walk and do more exercises when you have spare time and sing songs to dance square dancing on village square together with neighbors.Very reluctantly, I skate all the way to the village square wearing the roller skates that my elder sister buys for me,on account of my poor skills,I break my skin and could almost see my bones, then take off shoes and walk back stepping on socks with my annoyance.Mother is pretty distressed after watching(come on,It makes me look like a child of two or three,bubbling),countless words are omitted here.After a little sweat, I finished the bath with my favorite soap after eating,bedside table softly playing piano prince's music and falling asleep(How does it feel like I'm living the elder life?Such a young me,never mind,just sleeping,waking up the next day and the world will be what you want to be).
午夜开灯上的我（myself turning on the lights at midnight）
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时刻曩昔很久很久，一道光指引着我将目光投向窗外，现在已是夜深人静了，但残白的光却显得分外耀眼，就算是静静地看着也觉得是那样的亲热。我得赏识一番，怕这份夸姣不给人太多的机会去流连。
Time has passed for a long time,a light guide me to look out of the window, now all is quiet at dead of night,but the residual white light is particularly dazzling,even if it is quietly looking at also feel so kind.I have to appreciate a little while, afraid of this beautiful do not give people too many opportunities to linger.
国际已安静，感觉是自己了。（The world is quiet and I feel it is myse lf）
跳出自己的躯壳，魂灵走位，似乎自己现已置身于一个超空的国际，这儿的事物一切都是夸姣的，花的确是香的，感觉连鸟叫声都是顺着自己的心里,每个人都洋溢着心里安静的心情，我们都重视着自己的工作，做自己喜爱的工作，每个人都有着自己的主意，可是却搅扰不了互相，咦，这个国际怎样这么夸姣，互不受影响多好。嗯呢呢，期望自己睡的熟透一点，我得多呆一会，这感觉不一般呐。我得看看还有哪些给我的感觉是新鲜事物。哟呼，这是什么，这儿的植物怎样能够发光，仍是墨兰色的（童话国际便是夸姣啊，嘻嘻），似乎欢迎我的到来，用本身的光暗示着我，你已是一成员了，慢慢地，苦楚就会随涓涓的涤灵水而逐步融化（嗯，妳是大地之母）。
Jumping out of my body which my spirit has been freed out,just like I am in the super empty world,all the things here are wonderful, flowers are sweet, feeling even a bird is in your heart,everyone is permeated with peace of mood,they just concentrate on their own things, and do the things they like,however every person has their own ideas which can not be interfered by each other,how excellent!Eh,how so beautiful the world!Well, Hoping my sleep well done, I have to stay for a while,It feels extremely special.I have to see what else makes me feel new.Yo ho, what is this?How can the plants here give off light shining blue(fairy tale world is beautiful,whee),as if welcoming my arrival,with their own light suggested to me,you are already a member,slowly, the pain will gradually be melted with the sluggish trickling of the healing water (well, you are the mother of the earth).
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盗墓空间的心灵国际旮旯传来钢琴王子理查德克莱德曼的《奇特盛典》。我了解的儿时栀子花香。
The corner of soul world of grave robbing space spread the music The strange celebration of the piano prince Richard clayderman. The fragrance of gardenia flowers in my childhood are familiar to me.